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Chapter 27

Confessions in the Dark

Sleep refused to come.

Inayat lay peacefully between them, her tiny hand resting on Veeresh’s arm, her feet touching Poornima’s side — as if unconsciously making sure neither of them moved away.

But the two adults on either side stared into the darkness.

was the first to break the silence.

“How is… the baby’s movements?”

The question was simple. Careful. Almost awkward.

Poornima turned slightly toward him. “Good. The kicks are stronger now.”

A pause.

“I’ll accompany you next time,” he said quietly.

Her fingers tightened around the bedsheet.

“Please,” she whispered, voice fragile, “don’t disappear again. Don’t abandon me. And don’t think I will snatch Inayat away from you.” Her throat trembled. “If you want… I will leave.”

“Shut up, Poornima,” he said immediately, his voice low but firm.

There was no anger in it.

Only intensity.

“You think I don’t see?” he continued. “After loving her. Giving her warmth. Showing her a normal childhood without luxury. Taking her to the park. Eating pani puri on the roadside. Going with her to school and waiting outside.”

She blinked in surprise.

“You… knew?”

“I know everything,” he said. “I acted like an asshole. I missed doctor visits. I stayed upstairs. But I was always behind.”

Her breath hitched.

“I’ve been to the hospital before you. I spoke to the doctors. I made sure everything was arranged. I followed from a distance when you took her out. I watched you teach her how to cross the road. I saw her laugh like she never laughed before.”

His voice softened.

“I don’t hate what you’re doing. I’m scared of it.”

She listened, heart pounding.

“All my life,” he continued, staring at the ceiling, “I built walls. Business is simple. People are not. If she needs you more than me… what am I then? If you become her world… where do I stand?”

Poornima’s eyes filled.

“I never wanted to replace you,” she said softly. “I only filled the space you left.”

The truth hung between them.

“I don’t want Inayat to grow up only knowing money,” she continued. “I want her to know buses, parks, waiting in school lines, holding hands. I want her to know she is not defined by wealth. That’s not stealing her from you. That’s giving her something you never had time to.”

He swallowed.

“And you?” he asked after a moment. “What about you?”

She hesitated.

“I was broken when I came here,” she admitted. “Inayat made me feel needed again. You… made me feel safe. Even if you weren’t near, I knew you wouldn’t let anything happen to me.”

Her voice dropped.

“When you disappeared upstairs… it felt like I lost that safety.”

He turned slightly toward her now.

“I didn’t disappear because I don’t care,” he said quietly. “I disappeared because I started caring more than I planned to.”

Silence again.

This time, it wasn’t heavy.

It was honest.

His hand slowly moved across the bed — not touching her, just resting closer than before.

“I won’t abandon you,” he said at last. “And you’re not leaving.”

A tear slipped from her eye — but it wasn’t from pain.

It was relief.

Between them, Inayat shifted slightly and murmured in her sleep.

They both looked at her.

Neither of them was losing.

They were learning how to share.

One line:
In the darkness, they stopped fighting each other and started fighting their fears.

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